So I haven't posted in a few days. Mainly because I still haven't done anything. I hate that I want to but I'm not doing anything about it. I want to eat better, I want to exercise, I don't want to always want someting sweet after dinner. If I can not have something sweet after lunch (most days) why can't I do that with dinner? Is it because we've pretty much trained ourselves to do it? I never thought about that before but I bet that's it. One of us will inevitably say to the other, "What's for desert?" or "What do we have that's sweet?" We both enable each other. We are bad.
I wore a shirt yesterday to work that normally I actually look slim in. When I looked at myself in the work bathroom mirror I noticed I didn't look so slim anymore. I didn't look fat but I definitely didn't look like I normally do in it.
When I weighed myself the other day I was up to 185.4. Now, I was on my period so I very well could've been retaining water. In fact I'm almost positive I was since today I've been peeing like crazy and I haven't been drinking any more than normal. But even still, I'm sure I'll only go back down to 184 if I go down at all.
HDT has to work the night shift this weekend. Which means he'll be sleeping most of the day and then gone by 6:00pm. I should be able to eat fairly decently without him around and I'm going to once again get on one of the machines. If it's only for one of the days even, at least I'll be getting on it.
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